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if you think sociopathy is hot, imma fuck you up

I am fully aware of the fact that 1 in 10 people are sociopaths, but why the fuck does my family have to be involved with such a high percentage of them?! Like, I’m getting real tired of this romanticization of sociopathy from the Sherlock fandom. Real sociopaths ruin people’s lives in horrible ways. And they don’t have to be straight-up murderers to do so.

My step-dad’s ex wife Orlene has made it so that n one in his family wants to accept my mother. She made it so that no one IN HIS OWN FAMILY wanted to talk to him at a funeral because Orlene was there and they were afraid she’d be upset if they talked to him. HIS OWN FAMILY. And she made it so that everyone hates my mother for no reason.

My stepmother Karlyn manipulated my sister into living with our father. She acted all nice a wonderful, and then turned around and treated my twin like she was a second-class citizen. She monitored her emails and text messages so that Sam could not communicate with me or our mother at all without having to go through Karlyn. She shamed my sister for getting good grades when her own children did not. She denied my sister any sense of achievement and isolated her from other loving family members. She destroyed Sam’s teenage life, and she fucked up mine as well. I can’t even begin to get into how much she fucked us over. I am not okay, everytime I think about Karlyn, I get upset. I still don’t have a meaningful relationship with my twin because of her. I have so many triggers that stem from how she treated me and I will never fully recover. But Sam lived with her for so long, how is she going to deal with the knowledge that she was used and abused by Karlyn?

My uncle Bob recently got away from his crazy wife, only to get involved in a relationship with a woman who just takes all his money and LET MY COUSIN DIE ALONE IN THE BASEMENT. There is no way she could have been so oblivious that he was dying. She was in the house and she let him convulse and die from an overdose. She let her own son take the money that was meant to buy my cousin’s tombstone, and he spent it at Hollister. My uncle’s youngest son is DEAD and he now has no money to buy a tombstone. Shane is dead because his damn mother got him addicted to prescription drugs, and that other damn woman let him die from it so she could use my uncles money.

These people are human beings and yet not at the same time. They are monsters. And they are everywhere. And I can’t seem to get away from them. They are capable of coming off as decent human beings. And there are many times when I have wanted to give my stepmother a second chance, to think that maybe she isn’t aware of how her own issues affect other people. But time and time again, I am reminded that these people have no true remorse. Everything is someone else’s fault, and they’d have you think it was your own fault.

How much more of my family has to be ruined by these people?

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silentlittlejig:

silentlittlejig:

I am embarrassed for this class. This is supposed to be upper-level linguistics, but no one can tell the difference between an affix and a bound root!

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Also, similar forms do not mean similar meaning. The “duct” from “conduct” is not the same as the “duct” from “duct tape”

Fucking hell. These people will be graduating before me.

Argh, English is my professor’s third or forth language and she knows it better than these guys who just keep ganging up on her with these examples that aren’t even related, jfc.

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silentlittlejig:

I am embarrassed for this class. This is supposed to be upper-level linguistics, but no one can tell the difference between an affix and a bound root!

(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

Also, similar forms do not mean similar meaning. The “duct” from “conduct” is not the same as the “duct” from “duct tape”

Fucking hell. These people will be graduating before me.